Thursday, December 27, 2007 @ 11:16 PM
at times i really hate myself. i don't why i have become so impatient.. so short tempered towards my family.. =x thinking back. i'm such a bad girl towards my family. why do i have sure bad attitude towards them? shouldnt i be more loving, more helpful, more patient with them? =(((
i wonder.... i'm sorry mum. i'm repenting right now.. God pls grant me the strength.. peace and love in all areas of my life.. especially in area of family.. Thank you.
dear is finally back. but too bad he's sick so i cant get to meet him. =x
=( really hope to see him... just miss him so much..
seems that i have been experiencing quite a no. of things these days. billy going overseas.. now he's sick. =( had a conflict with one of my friend who used to be my good friend. but not anymore now, don't think i can accept her as my good pal anymore.. probably just friend but definitely not more than good pals. hais. sad to say that but i just don't wanna do any unnecessary things to harm myself. =x
right now.. i just wanna clear my debts!!! =XxX
money really worsen relationship between people. that's the scariest thing i ever experienced it myself.