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good things have been happening to me and i really thank God for all that had happened.
hmmm. somehow i seem bad.. it's like i haven't been keeping my promises to God.. yet he never once forsake me and always blessing and answering my prayer. =x just yesterday i saw a rainbow and it reminds me of God's promises that he made to us.
and just as i thought i'm going to fail my final theory test.. i actually passed it!
it was really shocking to me as i felt that i'm gonna fail it for sure cause there's a few qns that i'm unsure of.. i still purposely delay time wanting the person beside me to leave first, not wanting him to see i fail my FTT. =x he didn't leave even after i left though, he took too long till i tell myself "dun care le, si jiu si" lol.. and surprisingly it's a passed that appeared. thanks dear for being there for me. loves.

think i will be taking my practical test during may. =)

and my sis will be getting a car soon! hehs. means i will get to drive it.. weeee. but i still prefer to drive my own car.. cause my sis is really naggy. hehs.

have been really bored these days. nothing much to do. and i just get my lappy repaired. =) now i'm learning how to play dota. played for so many days still noob at it. kinda like no talent in playing games. =X but really appreciate my dear still so patience and willing to play with me. haha.

so now i will just share with you all God's rainbow of promises... =D

God promised me a rainbow.
He promised one to you.
A rainbow made of love,
forgiveness through and through.


He gave to us, this rainbow-
so glorious to see-
by giving up His only Son-
out of Love for you and me.


In return for God's rainbow,
there are things He asks of us.
Speak only good and helpful words-
not those which are corrupt.


Don't be arrogant or quick tempered.
Live wisely and be fair.
Live a devout and disciplined life-
and your rainbow will be there.


Live a life that's full and rich,
but stay within God's rules.
Remember you're accountable,
for all you say and do.


The Spirit of God lives within you,
and guides you day and night.
Aspire to live as Christ taught us.
Trust that the Spirit is right.


When you are sad and crying,
and life seems full of dread.
"God blesses those who mourn,
for they will be comforted."


One of God's biggest promises,
in the rainbow of His glory-
is forgiving us of our sins,
if we tell Him we are sorry.


And the biggest of God's promises,
when we live with Christ within,
is that life is all eternal-
because He washed away our sins.

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suddenly just miss her so much.. ='(
i didn't realise she was so so so impt till she leave us.
knowing that she was so indispensable to us...
we used to rely her so much... she's always giving...
we were always thinking that there's always tml.. thinking that we will repay her in the future when we grow up and work. but.. we were wrong.
she left us before we got the chance to repay her. i really regret for that.
i admit i took things for granted. thinking she will be strong enough to live longer.
ever since she left.. the house was always in a mess. no one clean up the hse. no one wants to iron the clothes... hence there's always loads of clothes pile up. =x
i tried my best in doing my part in the family. but how can i ever replaced her in the family?
it was impossible.
she's a great mum while i'm a failure daugther. =(
i'm just used to being pampered by her. every time we ran out of money.. she will try her best to give us her money even if she left with not much she will still give half of what she had to satisfied our need.
i really regret for not cherishing her.
mum u're so so so impt. can u come back? back home where u belong?

*tears*

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... didn't get to watch movie today. somehow got cheated by him again. always said ok in the end.. end up doing other stuff then say cancel. ZzZz..

anyway. good news is i'll be getting that GST offset package!!! haha.. so happy got extra money. guess i really can rest and relax this few months. =)))

it was a fair day...
hope nth goes wrong.

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went jogging in the middle of the night with mr billy.. felt so weird then.. lol.. 12am++ went jogging. =x but had a good work out though. refreshing. haha. we run ard yew tee.. he was there encouraging me again and again when i was about to give up.. giving me a hand when i stopped running. thanks dear.=) end up we only went to slp ard 3am.

had a really really weird dream. dreamt of many many things. it was definitely adventurous! LOL!
in my dream my new friends were acutally aliens etc and they were like really good aliens treating me really nice etc. anyway it was really action packed. ZzZz.. and because of the amazing dream that i had i slept till 1pm++. lol.

later going to catch the movie "Love matters"! =P

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2nd attempt..

Finally he smiled.. with my hand threatening him.. LOL!


Me & Dear.. =)

Dear entertaining with a 'smile'.. lol.

Leo giving a stupid face.. =P

Cute little Brayden... ZzZz.. ^^

Me, Brayden and Melissa..

Me & Brayden.. hehs.

Brought Buddy for a swim.. see how hyper is he?

Went down the pool yet didn't swim! dunno is lazy or what.. lol

Buddy being reluctant to swim...

Valentine day wasn't that smooth as it was supposed to be.. last min everything changed.. dunno to be angry or what.. planned so well yet still can go wrong.. gotta blame billy for that! hmmph.
he woke up early yet still purposely go back to sleep which cause us to wake up later than what we had plan.. though it's not much difference.. but he like keep on complaining that going ECP is beri far and that it's so inconvenient to get there without car. so end up we kept on changing plans.. anyway in the end we went to JP had our lunch and headed back to billy's home to play mj with his grandma. in the night went to celebrate his mum birthday at a restaurant..
Had a sumptous dinner though.. we ate buddle jump over the wall and 3 other dishes.. the dinner was definitely exp.
after dinner we move on to the karoke lounge to sing k. thank God we found a empty room for the younger generation to sing. haha.

thought i would had a compensation from him tonight cause he said so.. in the end. hais. also didnt end up as it was suppose to be.

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=(.. wasn't able to blog pictures. will update those pictures some other days then..

had chicken rice for breakfast again.. kinda scare of chicken rice for now.. just ytd as i wake up late the chicken rice became kinda spoil but i still eat it.. eat till wanna vomit end up throw it away..=x

bath Buddy today.. thank God he was obedient when i bath him, so I didn't have much trouble while bathing him. =)

my nice daddy was good enough to come and fetch me home.. finally home sweet home.. =D

mel came my hse today and accompany.. was supposed to have mj section but in the end it was cancelled as her friend couldn't make it so we jus end up slacking at my hse instead.. sian..

what's on for my future? i really wonder..

why does r/s have to be so complicated?
didn't meet also quarrell. meet also quarrell.
sometimes it jus makes me wonder what's love?
maybe we're just too young to understand what is love..
the thing that i don't understand is why does guys have to be so bast*** when they get worked up? always say those hurtful things...
it's always so complicated..

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this year cny wasn't that bad as i had expected it to be.
i thought this occasion would make me miss her more than ever.. but guess we were all kept busy with stuff that we didn't have time to day dream. even so.. i still miss her badly..
glad that she still appear in my dreams.. =)

everything seems fine now.. i'm finally set on what to do!
hope i wouldn't waver again on the decision i made..