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Hate myself for being so weak..
Hate myself for being affected at work because of you.
Hate myself for making mistakes..

Just can't help feeling so down.
Events of bad stuff just happens one after another. Wondering is it going to last for the whole year...

Seems that once again history repeat itself in our r/s. While randomly looking thru his phone, saw messages he had with another girl that he claimed to be good friend of his. And yes the content of the message I can sense a bit of flirting here and there which I just can't help thinking about it. Hais. Asked him and he jus said they are just good friends and nth more. But on my point of view, usually feelings are being developed through all these small actions. . Or maybe I'm jus thinking too much? I wonder..

Please let this be over soon! :(

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much thoughts in my mind.

it's been more than a year but once in a while i will still miss her so much..

was late for work today! laze too long in bed end up spending money on cab again. =x
thanks Dear for sending me to the bus stop though. :)

currently work load isn't that bad. waiting for the worst to come... big project, short time frame. hope everything goes smoothly this time. pass 2 projects all came back with problems that i didn't spot earlier on.

dinner with my sis. had bak kut teh at beach road and eaten 2 1/2 bowls of rice! so full now. but thank God we walked home from beach road so it's not that bad. hehs.

craving for another holiday! :D