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finally i was able to blog. pass few days seems to have technical problem creating post so yea..

hmm.. somehow feeling kinda numb about what happened recently. maybe it was too sudden to accept it. but as days to come.. i will still have to accept it.. really miss her presence.. =x

i will miss the days she prepare food for us.. all the cooking and buying.. on our birthday she never fails to cook the birthday noodle for me.. ='( thanks mummy for everything you had done.

finally going back to sch tml.. gotta work harder than ever i guess..

i really wish to see her somehow.. wanna hear her last words for us..

mummy may u rest in peace.. God bless..

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nearly overslept today. i'm died if i did cause then i will then be late for the second time for FYP meeting. =x thank God i was able to reach early. =D
and unexpectedly my facil came late but today meeting was longer then i had expected.. so yea.

went out with dear dear today.. was really happy that i finally get to go out with dear. yet so many unexpected things just pop out.. just felt that I cant really enjoy my outing with dear. it's like i know he dun like to go out.. then he always try to make his day pack with many other stuff.
meet him ard 1pm.. and we have to go funan to fix his lappy. afterwhich then we had our lunch at Popeye along with his sister, it was so filling! =X
went to Vivo planning to catch a movie. upon arrival he suggested to go pet's lover to see puppies.. end up we spent $200+ buying a somewhat comb, shampoo and food for Buddy.. btw the puppies are really cute especially those toy poodles!
we manage to catch a movie "Babylon AD", don't really know what's the story is about as in what's it trying to convey in the end. it jus ended like no ending.. lol. after the movie we had to rush to get the car from his sister.. just yearning to really enjoy our outing.. walking and shopping.. but jus always doesnt get to chance to really do so.

thought i was able to go overseas with you this year.. but guess i'm just not fortunate enough to travel this year with you. hais. cannot celebrate christmas with you again.. was really sad and disappointed to hear that you are going without me but i'll still be glad that you are able to go and enjoy urself with ur family though. we shall see how it goes then.. God comfort me pls..

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things finally have been turning around for the better.. felt much better these days.. =)
feel like... finally see the rainbow after the rain kind of thing.. hehs.

today was a tiring day..
*sorry Shirley always forget my class then always ask u for it.. =x u know i beri forgetful de.. hehs
thanks to Shirley that i didnt get into the wrong class for lessons. haha.. it's good to be in the same class as u everyday.. =P
didnt get to have a good nitez slp last night. yet amazingly i survived during lesson.. didn't even take a nap. lol. me pro man. my team today can say no team work though i tried to coordinate everyone but it doesnt seems to work. so yea.. i guess i jus dun have enough communication skills.. maybe. jus hope next week will be better!

after lesson went for FYP meeting.. was already beri exhausted so was hoping that the meeting end asap so that i can go home and rest soon... thank God it ended within 30mins. hehs.

went home and lucky i wasnt dragged down to do housework.. my dad is more and more helpful nowadays.. guess he really dote on my mum alot. =)
and my great mum made great dinner for me.. really grateful.. haha.. somemore i still got fruits to eat after dinner! that's the best. guess today wasn't such a bad day.. lalalala..

Goodnitez everyone!

dear muacks muacks.. ^^

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Sorry that i have disappointed u in anyways.. hmm.. i could only say sorry i'm wrong.

finally my PP was approved! =) one burden less.. hehs.

next would be my FYP.. it's so much different from my previous FYP.. this time round there is more expectations; from my facilitator.. I believe i will be doing better than the previous one.. i guess i just didnt put in the correct way in putting my efforts. =x

anyway just hope that I would excel in this time round.


it had been a long time since i have attended service at FCBC.. i guess i have really drifted apart. cause I no longer have that sense of going back anymore.. last time it used to be my 2nd home.. but now.. it's somehow became so distinct..
no matter what happened.. i know that God is always in my heart. that is for sure. =)


cried two times today.. sounded so silly. one because of him.. another time is because of his little bro. =x it seems that he has been so into game yet he's not admitting it.. so no comments. WOW sucks. as for his little brother.. hais.. all the disrespectful manners just came at me. so once again.. i have no more comments.. just feel like life is so sad.. THE END!

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This is interesting.. =)

MAC VS PC

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so much have happened yet not noted down..

whatever was written here may or may not be what the writer really feels.. it's complicated yet simple if you were to know the writer well..

how i wish life is much more simple.. not implicating so much things in my life which in the end leads to worries..

but too bad.. as times passes our lifestyle became more and more advanced which therefore life to the implications and leading to many many worries.........................

now.. for certain reasons sometimes i don't know why i reacted that way.. i'm so emotional.. i really can't stand ppl arguing with me.. i just hate being irritated. so pls.. whatever things.. why can't we jus talk things out nicely........... i wonder.. maybe it's just me who's creating problem..

hmm.. i wish to go back to church.. having fun with my friends.. but i dunno how now..
so much have changed..

to you i'm jus one of the entity; gf.. to me you are more than that and we both know that well.. i believe it's because i cherish u too much..
loveis???