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idontwantittoend...

sevol..

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i can't believe i slept through the whole day! haha. only woke up ard 6pm.. zzzz..
nice rest though. =)

p.s. she's still so dearly to us.. =( we miss you loads... loves.


love this pic..


recently went out with those idiotic guys.. they are still irritating as before.. =p

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my graduation day.. =)


Daddy & me.. =D

Daddy, Billy & me.. ^^

Daddy, me & Leo..

Me & Kenneth..

thanks dear for those bears and the sumptuous dinner. =)))


didn't want to go for graduation ceremony initially...
but thinking it's once in a life time i should just go and attend it and give my dad a chance to witness me graduating from poly. =)
upon reaching i felt really awkward. though i did see some of my friends but they all have become so foreign to me. like i don't know them and most of them just walked pass me like stranger..=x oh maybe it's because i dare not get close to them..

anyway i'm really glad i graduated from RP. =D
and thank God i had a friend beside me while waiting to receive the certificate. hehs.
Thanks daddy, billy and leo for attending my graduation ceremony! =)

really envy those who scored distinction for their diploma.. wonder how they did it. haha.

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there are so many things to blog about after many days of not updating my blog.=x

just came back from Hong Kong! and yea it was fun though we had some unhappy moments.
went along with Jennifer, Chong Ee (Jennifer's Bf) and dear..
the trip was really worth it cause we spend ard $670 for the whole package which includes hotel accommodation at Jordon Road and two way air flight of Cathay Pacific.

we went to loads of places.. for the first day we went shopping starting from Jordon Road down to Temples street then all the way down to Mongkok. hehs.

second day we went to Ngong Ping Peak to see the big buddha.. after which we went shopping again!

third day we went to Ocean park.. it was really thrilling. i like the mine train best! haha. as we came early we manage to sit the mine train 2 times and the pirates ship 2 times too.. haha. what's best is me and Jennifer managed to persuade the guys to see the "space shot" dunno what that ride calls but it's the one that goes all the way up and then kinda drops down. =) the guys are really cowards these days. still dares to gives excuses say their heart too weak to take the ride when kids much younger can even take it. zzz. speechless.

fourth day was kinda bad cause i couldn't wake up as i only manage to rest ard 3/4am.
and i kinda upset Jennifer as i keep on lazing on the bed not wanting to wake up. guess it also partly because i feel kinda embarrass havin her to wake me up. it was kinda late when i was finally done.. and the more i fetch embarrass not wanting to talk then they thought i'm giving black faces because i don't want to go Macau. zzz. which was totally not.
i was actually kinda looking forward to go Macau jus that if I go i want to make full use of the trip since we will be paying quite alot just to go there and come back to HK.
guess many bad things happened when we're there. i anyhow run abt cause i was pissed off with him and we end up quarrelling over there. it feels really awful but thank God it didn't lasted for long.. after we calm down we kinda let it go.

i thought this trip would help bond our r/s better but instead it sort of made it worst. though it was fun but there seems to be a scar there making me feel we're not going to have another vacation together.=( hope it's jus my silly thought.


oh God i really don't know what to do now. he's always making me confuse of what I should do.
what's wrong with being devoted to him even though we're just in BGR?
it's really silly of him to say i should be doing those bad stuff so that he would loves me more or so.
i'm glad that you did thought of settling down with me though your thought will be many yrs later. but seriously i wonder if we really can last so long when you yourself feels that you can't seems to commit in a r/s.=(
i know we are still young but all i want is to do my best in this r/s and hoping it will last..
sometimes i jus wonder why is it so hard to be in love with someone you love......