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firsty i want to wish Jennifer, Happy 19th Birthday!!! =)

there are definitely alot of march babies in my friend's list. haha.
just celebrated my birthday not long ago along with Yong Ann & Cheng Xun.
and i would say ytd we jus gave Cheng Xun a surprise birthday party. lol.
and the previous day they too gave me a surprise celebration too.
so it was really busy busy busy for these few days.

i would say this year i had the greatest birthday! i had my cousins, siblings and my friends who came and celebrated my birthday.. as such i also received alot alot of presents from them.
Thanks all for the present!!! i liked all of them! hehs.

my elder sis was the best. haha cause this year she gave me loads of present..
1) Guess wallet from thailand
2) Helium Balloons; Winne the pooh!!! (my fav =p)
3) a key-shaped pendant from Lee Hwa; my younger sis too chipped in for this present. hehs.
Thanks a million sisters! =p

sometimes i jus don't understand guys. why they always dun want to listen what girls have to say before they get angry and starts shouting. =x
i just wanted to know why he's doing things that is making me upset that's all, and thinking maybe that explanation that he gave might appease me... but instead he just got angry cause he don't want to admit any wrongs. zzzz.
everytime.. its everytime! he would say things to hurt me so badly just because i'm pissed with him and we end up having a tiff. seriously why he have to say those hurtful things..."we are really not suitable for one another" "break up! (his fav phrase which i hate the most!)" "you go and find someone who suits you best cause i cant" "my feelings for you is fading away".. the best is after he says all this he says he's serious abt it. wth?!?! ='( that really shows how bastard a guy can be when they are pissed off too. ZZZZ.
and i'm always the one end up in loads of tears while he's jus venting his stupid anger on me.

what can i do to make him cherish me??? i really wonder.. God pls tell me how...

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oh my gosh. i managed to wake up early and make breakfast for billy's family. hehs.
cook a simple western breakfast for them.. bacons, egg along with some breads.
i think it was really nice. hehs. but kinda oily. =x

so tired now.. going back to slp soon.. haha.

ytd watched the movie " Race To Witch Mountain " with billy, his brothers and dad..
the storyline kinda normal but the effects were pretty good so overall still quite enjoyable. =)

going to malaysia; segamat tml! haha.

p.s. miss home. =X

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had been really busy these days.
finally ended my work at the IT show. it was really tiring and kinda demoralizing at times.
my basic pay is almost the same as working at a mac.
somehow i feel underpaid.
work for the whole 10 or 11 hrs and only manage to earn so little money.
the only thing that motivates me a little is the commission which is really tough to earn.
anyway.. it's really easier to promote a branded stuff than a non-branded stuff.
ppl will comes and buy automatically if it's branded, but you have to beg for someone to buy a non-branded stuff. =x
to think that first day i only manage to sell one item!
overall wasn't that bad. manage to sell more during the last few days of the IT show.

have started to learn driving for the past two weeks. hehs.
it was really fun for the first time when i really get to drive on the road.
second time wasn't that smooth.. different instructor teaching me, and the instructions that the instructor gave wasn't that clear to me. thank God didn't get to any accidents. maybe it's because i get to do more turning here and there and passing more junctions bah.
keep on having the stupid bad dreams that i got into accident driving car. =X

today yet another nightmare about my birthday. dreamt that my birthday celebration wasn't as i planned it to be. funny thing was.. i too dreamt that my elder sis took us out in the sea.. play till i can run on the sea.. ski on it and even do many extraordinary stuff at the sea. LOL! it was damn fun. =p

hehs. my birthday coming soon..
afterwhich is Hong Kong trip!!! weeee...
Fun fun fun!

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yesterday went out with dinner with Chong Ee and Jennifer. kinda celebrate our anniversaries. hehs.


went to this restaurant like Marche.. somehow it's in japanese version de..
i think the food there is really nice however billy think likewise. so yea i guess different ppl different preference bah. =)
we were given this card when we enter the restaurant.. if lost need to pay $100!! lol.

we ordered up to 10 dishes of food!!! look yummy huh?! in the end too many food till we cannot finish it all.=x

dear and me. =D


had a really bad day today..
starting of the day wasn't that good to start with...
after we had our breakfast/lunch.. we went straight to play with Buddy that we neglect washing the dishes. end up when dear mum came home she was angry that we didn't wash our own dishes and kinda scolded us. =x it was like once in a while we didn't wash and we get scolded that badly.. at that point i was thinking if i wasn't there she wouldn't get that angry and would have helped billy to wash the dishes bah. cause dear dun even have the habit of doing all those stuff, he always leave it to me instead... ...

in the night. he's still playing his stupid game when he was supposed to feed his dog which he jolly well know.. and he expect me to help me feed his dog and walk his dog out while he just play his game. i was not happy with it of course.
he knows he have to walk dog yet he still continue to play his game and neglect his duty and expect me to do it for him while he enjoy playin his game.. =x
if it's because of other things that he cannot feed his dog i would be more than happy to feed Buddy and walk him out but it because of that stupid game that he have been playing for the damn whole day that he cannot feed his dog.. -.-.
anyway i went down to pacify the dog asking him not to keep barking and to wait for him to finish his game and walk his dog out together.
but somehow the dog suddenly started to bark continously.. as such his sis was pissed that why isnt anyone bring the dog out when we should. and i told her i was waiting for billy to come down and bring the dog out. and she commented that we were heartless to treat a dog like that not bringin it out when the dog wanted to go out to pee and shit. zzzz.
how could that be heartless? making such comment really makes me more heartache.. as that isn't even my intention i was just waiting for its owner to come down before we can go for the walk together.
and because of her sis keep on nagging him down.. he end up getting piss and angry with me when i was the one who was piss with him first!
guys really good at twisting things..
of course i got angry too that i really wanted to leave his hse! packed my things ready to leave..
was hoping that he would come out and hoax me then but he didnt! instead he became more angry then i was! ZZZZ. end up it's like i was begging him for this and that.. its really irritating.
i could have really leave him... but my heart is always so softhearted! arrgh.. =(

now still feeling kinda upset.
dunno why i would still think of her time to time.
i really miss those days when she taught me how to do tang yuan and we all did it together..
to realise that the worst thing could have happened to someone is losing someone whom they love.. ='(
i wonder if i could see her again after i leave this world too...