♥ My Confessions
Ruth Ng; Xi Qing♥
Born on 28.03.1988!
I Like to eat ice-creams when i'm feeling down! :D ; Enjoy stars gazing, catching movies, exploring...
I Dislike bitter stuff! =X
[[ Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. it means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections. :) ]]
♥ Darlings
♥ Wishings
Travel around the world!
Iphone 5! :P
Puppy
Baby-G
Vacation with Beloved :)
Iphone 5! :P
Puppy
Baby-G
Vacation with Beloved :)
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Brenda
Caleb
Faith; Xiao Mei
Jennifer
Jin Hong
Melissa
Pei Si
Ronald
Shi Qi; Mei
Ysabel
Alicia
Cynthia
Huat Lee
Iris
Kenneth
Shi Min
Big Melvin
Michelle
Shirley
Caleb
Faith; Xiao Mei
Jennifer
Jin Hong
Melissa
Pei Si
Ronald
Shi Qi; Mei
Ysabel
Alicia
Cynthia
Huat Lee
Iris
Kenneth
Shi Min
Big Melvin
Michelle
Shirley
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♥ Thankings
Monday, December 17, 2007 @ 2:26 AM
hais. really hate myself. i wanna earn lots of money but I just dislike working. =X probably it's because i have yet to find a job that i really like. i like banquet yet i dislike the environment. =(
God, teach me mould me to become stronger and hardworking. i really hope that i could become more independent.. but i'm already so use to being dependent its really hard for me to be independent... who can understand my inner voice crying out loud for help..?
somehow i feel kinda bad. if she hadn't been that mean to me and not even apologizing to all her wrong doing, i would have forgive and forget and continue being a good friend of hers.
and as i said if she did apologize, too bad she didn't and I somehow have to suffer. =x
i'm so like a hypocrite! and i really hate feeling that. i dunno if i'm too good or what. already told myself to cut off all ties with her. yet i still respond her when she talks to me. it seems like i have let it go since i'm not angry with her, but in my inner heart i still can't accept what she did to me so how can i once again accept her as my good friend? ahhhh.. *i'm going crazy!*
God, pls show me the way...
sometimes i wonder.. am i really very irritating in terms of relationship? why am i so sticky? i wonder.. =xxx
i just hope i would be stronger with God empowering me. =)
Memories-Ruthy♥
