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had a great day today with my team mates. especially loads of laughter today. hehs. we had a great deal of funny jokes and actions, in addition the we got 'sunny' who further entertain us. lolx. stupid alvin for being mourning to become leader and khai for helping him when he's also one of us who voted alvin to become ldr.. zzzz. =p

however happy hours don't last long. spent hrs sitting at IT helpdesk fixing my com, finally they solved my run advertised program after 2 hrs. lucky they managed to fix it if not I will be like a fool sitting there getting nth done in the end. after which went to meet billy.

Supposingly planned to go gym with him today, but it still seems like he didnt want me to go. though i told him i will be going gym with him, he will push the topics away saying aren't u going home instead? zzz end up he jus take it that i'm not going with him.
dun understand why he have to meet that girl after sch everyday. seriously dun like her character. though she didn't do anything that harm me. but it's just that her actions and character just makes me dislike her unknowingly.. scold vulgar and seems rather materialistic plus she's not really friendly towards girls? every time i see her i will end up giving billy black face. she jus have the power to make me upset or piss off easily. =Z

sometimes i wonder have you ever truly love me? though u may claim that you love me but how true and deep is your love? how deep can your love be when you actually give up so easily in relationship? i really wonder? =X