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suddenly just sick of everything around me... though it's not the worst that i can expect but it just makes me feel so sick of it.

cause of FYP meeting in the morning, I couldn't sleep well afraid that I'll over slept. =x
.. and in the end, i trusted the wrong person.. to think i thought he would do work and not slack, but now he gives so much excuses just to excuse himself from meeting. we were so understanding towards him, letting him leave early when he says he's not feeling well, and now he's overdoing it. zzz. first three meetings; sick leave early, last two meetings; didn't even make it for meeting due to some last min thingy.
i really do not know how to handle this situation. anyone any ideas?

didn't have the mood to go out as there were a lot of problems occurred for our project. don't know how i could solve it too.. gotta work harder! someone boost me with power!
May God empower me!

didn't really feel so down till i find out that he actually went out for dinner with his friends instead of his family.. planning for a movie with his friend the next day.. Zzzz. you may be thinking what's wrong with it?
maybe not for you but for me it's like he didn't even take the initiative to meet me even for a meal or a movie but there he is going to meet his friends doing all those things.. he said he dun like meeting everyday, ok then, and there he is meeting his friend everyday.
to me it's totally unfairness.
to him maybe it's normal. what's wrong with hanging out with friends everyday?
i'm totally speechless..
i really hope to leave all this mess that i've foolishly fall into. i want to start a new life without getting hurt by ppl.
God help me?

sometimes i just hope i doesn't exist.