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it was a rainy day for me ytd.

i was sad because i'm not the one you truely love..
i was sad because i'm not the one for you..
i was sad because i feel unwanted..

however,

i'm thankful for the chance you gave.

God show me the way.. what should i do?

thanks jody for being there for me. i really don't know what to do if you're not there for me. i really felt so much better with you around. =) thanks for all the encouragement. loves.

i jus don't understand why am i so soft hearted..
it makes me feel so silly at times.

tears rolled down uncontrollably the moment you said you said don't bother me.

my heart hurts that badly that i feel like i'm suffocating inside.. i thought i was going to die.

sometimes i just hope you will accept and love me for who i am.