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yesterday was a mahjong day i guesS?

at first went to Alicia's hse to play.. and i thank God i only lose $2.. lolx

after which.. as it's cheng xun's mum birthday ytd, we then went to cheng xun's hse to accompany his mum play mahjong.. as usual i don't know why i jus don't like playing with him. =x ZzZz.. it's like he's always against me especially? maybe i'm jus thinking too much..

yea i'm so piss of right now. i don't know why all of the sudden you start shooting me of all the bad points about me while i'm playing mj.. u said you are telling me all this because of my good.. wanting me to change for the better.. to me i feel that u're just bullshitting cause the way you said it totally sucks.. the way you want someone to listen to you and accept the bad points is totally wrong.. cause you didn't first stand in their shoes to understand why they did that even though their actions may be wrong. if you were to at least stand in my shoes and then say me at least i would be more than willing to listen.. ZzZz.. asdfjnasjfnkjasnfjaasfj
last but no least no one is perfect.. you too..

so much to say but i couldn't say out.. cause you never tries to understand me.. no matter what i say i'm always wrong and you're always right. i can seriously feel you dun understand who i really am.. or maybe you are always trying to correct me this and that and never praise me of my good before..?

i'm feeling so exhausted.. feeling so down.. it's like everything is going against me..

bad time i guess...

maybe we really aren't meant to be..