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dear Lord.. i'm sorry.. i will keep to my promise.. just give me time..

right now.. all i need is time..

i thought it was all fated for it to happened..
if i didnt accept you and love you we wouldn't have walk till so far..
if i didnt accept you.. we wouldnt even be friends now not to even think about having future..
to me i accept it as fate being with you.. i accepted it..
maybe that's why i can't bear to let go..
all jus happens for a reason..

in the past i always wonder why i would accept you.. and surprisingly to be loving you so..
i guess my friends are surprised too.. cause in the past you are just not the type i would accept and not to even say being so in love with you..
surprisingly everything just seems to go according to your plan..
i trying to accept your goodness towards me..
telling myself you would be good to me.. no worries.. i shouldnt let you down..
end up i put too much of my heart into it..
just want you to know.. i love you that's why i'm with you..
saranghae..

sometimes i thought the pain i'm receiving is because God is punishing me..
silly thoughts huh? but who knows..?

minds filled with confusions.. puzzled why this and that happen..
in search of reasons why all these is happening to me..
i get to learn that loving someone is tiring too..
ZzZz..

refreshing all the good times may jus take away my pain perhaps..

p.s. thanks MY for being there for me.. =')