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suddenly just not feeling so well today. my head just feels heavy.. i feel like i'm getting sick any moment.. love sick perhaps?

as time goes by.. more problem surfaced.. i don't know what's the root of the problem. communication perhaps? =x ur temper makes me fear to talk to you.. every time i say something u dislike hearing or so.. u wouldn't even be patience to listen to my whole story and got agitated. x
i know you are stressed up about what you should do.. that's why I always tell myself to forget about it and tolerate..

finally i have set my mind to do something.. i really hate doing this but i can't think of anything else to solve our current problem.. u really need time to think about it i guess..
i jus miss you so now.. always on my mind.. really wanted to end this 'cool down period' soon..
but i keep telling myself no no no i must stay firm and give him time to think about it..

nth amaze or even amuse me but you..

i should stay strong..

really dislike working.. maybe i jus dun like my current job.. so many expectations to reach.. i'm jus exhausted.. is that any easy job to earn money?
every time at work.. time seems to pass so so so slow. i wonder why..

hmm.. God is not that i want to drift apart from you.. but i just don't understand her actions.. it makes me feel negative about it.. i really hope i'm able to get refresh once again.. may you hear my prayers.. God bless..

i just can't stop myself in missing you..