♥ My Confessions
Ruth Ng; Xi Qing♥
Born on 28.03.1988!
I Like to eat ice-creams when i'm feeling down! :D ; Enjoy stars gazing, catching movies, exploring...
I Dislike bitter stuff! =X
[[ Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. it means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections. :) ]]
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Monday, October 20, 2008 @ 6:25 PM
think i have the lazy attitude to blog everyday. lol. although i may want to blog my everyday life but i'm just too lazy or rather tired to do so. finally get my hands and brain to blog today. hehs.
was thinking about a lot of things lately which I find it rather redundant to be thinking about all those things only to make myself worried.
i still misses her.. and really wanted her to come back that much that i kept on dreaming that all this was just a dream. i didn't want to let her go.. i couldn't bear to. there was still so much to be done and said, but still she just left. sometimes i really blame myself for what happened.. if i had went with her all this wouldn't have happened and she would still be living happily with us though i know at times she's in pain cause of her illness but she's still leading a happy life with her. at times, i get envy when i see ppl still having their mother doting on them, and sadly tears just overwhelm my eyes. if i can make a wish, i would wish to have my mother back with us..
i guess it's really only when you lost the person whom you loved then will we cherish..
though you are not with us anymore, but one thing i'm sure of is you are always in my heart and mind.. =') God bless you, mummy.
at this stage of life, i'm really confuse what type of person am i.. good or bad? some said i have changed for the worst because i didnt make out time for him. but to me, maybe i'm wrong but it doesn't mean that i'm bad or changed for the worst.. i just didn't have time for him/her for now. and i really hope as a friend they would understand. i feel that understanding between friends are really impt to keep the bonding on forever... without understanding we'll have endless quarrells again and again which i really detest about. right now i guess i'm in the moulding stage in life.. funny to say i don't even know what type of person am i.. who i really am? hmm.. only God knows.
in r/s.. i guess it's really hard to find that someone whom you really get along well with and get all lovey dovey. as in soulmate couples.. knowing what the other party wants as well as what each of them are thinking abt.. nowadays guys aren't that proactive, and they are seriously dude in r/s always doesn't know what girls want etc.. while on the train back, my mind was thinking was it because the world was so badly corrupted that's why we couldn't find anymore good guys whom we find suitable with, as such we end up falling in love with guys whom we think are good yet doesnt suits us. hmm.. sophiscated isn't it. lol.
right now i feel my r/s is rather stable yet unstable at the same time. it's like a see-saw which is on the middle stage.. either go down or up.. the 1/2 1/2 percentage makes it so uncertain.
i feel that we don't really suit one another due to our character, somehow our character clashes.. hence it's up to us to compromise and have greater understanding towards one another..
but one thing i know is we both love each other.. just that at times our character just tends to get so stubborn that we jus end up being unhappy.
it's complicated.. it's blind..
school life was really boring.. really hope it end soons.. lol. and when it really end i think i will really miss it like crazy.. human are 'funny' huh? =P
Memories-Ruthy♥
