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early morning had a tiff with my elder sis..
she was really unreasonable!
i happened to see her taking my younger sis new clothes wanting to wear it..
i then told her it was cw new clothes dun wear it..
she then replied saying cw would not mind if she give her money...
and i said that its definitely not about the money!
who would like ppl to wear their new clothes first?
money cant buy everything! she was saying money can solve everything.
i don't denied money is important... but somethings just can't be replaced by money alone.. zzz.
to me she still so immature..
i told her.. how do u expect ppl to respect u when u dun even respect others?
being unreasonable she said she dun care if we respect her a not cause in the first place we didn't treat her like our sister.. i was like wth?! i don't know where she got all those childish thoughts.
still living in her own world. at times i really pray that god take away her self obsession..

latter.. my whole day was to wait for him to come fetch Buddy home.. almost slept for the whole day. after i had my lunch with my dad i end up going back to slp..
slept till evening till he finally arrives!
guess my family going to miss Buddy loads loads. =x

he's still as da nan ren zhu yi as ever.. fearing that i will over power him.. dotzzz...
always didnt keep to his promise.. i really hate this part of him. jus small little things yet he always doesn't keep to it.. it really makes me demoralises.. at times my mind jus kept on echoing what he said.. "then go and look for someone who can do all those things that i can't".. hais.
i really wonder did i really make the wrong choice to be with u..
even loving you with my heart didn't melt u... and it jus makes me wonder what went wrong...