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suddenly just miss her so much.. ='(
i didn't realise she was so so so impt till she leave us.
knowing that she was so indispensable to us...
we used to rely her so much... she's always giving...
we were always thinking that there's always tml.. thinking that we will repay her in the future when we grow up and work. but.. we were wrong.
she left us before we got the chance to repay her. i really regret for that.
i admit i took things for granted. thinking she will be strong enough to live longer.
ever since she left.. the house was always in a mess. no one clean up the hse. no one wants to iron the clothes... hence there's always loads of clothes pile up. =x
i tried my best in doing my part in the family. but how can i ever replaced her in the family?
it was impossible.
she's a great mum while i'm a failure daugther. =(
i'm just used to being pampered by her. every time we ran out of money.. she will try her best to give us her money even if she left with not much she will still give half of what she had to satisfied our need.
i really regret for not cherishing her.
mum u're so so so impt. can u come back? back home where u belong?

*tears*