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firsty i want to wish Jennifer, Happy 19th Birthday!!! =)

there are definitely alot of march babies in my friend's list. haha.
just celebrated my birthday not long ago along with Yong Ann & Cheng Xun.
and i would say ytd we jus gave Cheng Xun a surprise birthday party. lol.
and the previous day they too gave me a surprise celebration too.
so it was really busy busy busy for these few days.

i would say this year i had the greatest birthday! i had my cousins, siblings and my friends who came and celebrated my birthday.. as such i also received alot alot of presents from them.
Thanks all for the present!!! i liked all of them! hehs.

my elder sis was the best. haha cause this year she gave me loads of present..
1) Guess wallet from thailand
2) Helium Balloons; Winne the pooh!!! (my fav =p)
3) a key-shaped pendant from Lee Hwa; my younger sis too chipped in for this present. hehs.
Thanks a million sisters! =p

sometimes i jus don't understand guys. why they always dun want to listen what girls have to say before they get angry and starts shouting. =x
i just wanted to know why he's doing things that is making me upset that's all, and thinking maybe that explanation that he gave might appease me... but instead he just got angry cause he don't want to admit any wrongs. zzzz.
everytime.. its everytime! he would say things to hurt me so badly just because i'm pissed with him and we end up having a tiff. seriously why he have to say those hurtful things..."we are really not suitable for one another" "break up! (his fav phrase which i hate the most!)" "you go and find someone who suits you best cause i cant" "my feelings for you is fading away".. the best is after he says all this he says he's serious abt it. wth?!?! ='( that really shows how bastard a guy can be when they are pissed off too. ZZZZ.
and i'm always the one end up in loads of tears while he's jus venting his stupid anger on me.

what can i do to make him cherish me??? i really wonder.. God pls tell me how...