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yesterday went out with dinner with Chong Ee and Jennifer. kinda celebrate our anniversaries. hehs.


went to this restaurant like Marche.. somehow it's in japanese version de..
i think the food there is really nice however billy think likewise. so yea i guess different ppl different preference bah. =)
we were given this card when we enter the restaurant.. if lost need to pay $100!! lol.

we ordered up to 10 dishes of food!!! look yummy huh?! in the end too many food till we cannot finish it all.=x

dear and me. =D


had a really bad day today..
starting of the day wasn't that good to start with...
after we had our breakfast/lunch.. we went straight to play with Buddy that we neglect washing the dishes. end up when dear mum came home she was angry that we didn't wash our own dishes and kinda scolded us. =x it was like once in a while we didn't wash and we get scolded that badly.. at that point i was thinking if i wasn't there she wouldn't get that angry and would have helped billy to wash the dishes bah. cause dear dun even have the habit of doing all those stuff, he always leave it to me instead... ...

in the night. he's still playing his stupid game when he was supposed to feed his dog which he jolly well know.. and he expect me to help me feed his dog and walk his dog out while he just play his game. i was not happy with it of course.
he knows he have to walk dog yet he still continue to play his game and neglect his duty and expect me to do it for him while he enjoy playin his game.. =x
if it's because of other things that he cannot feed his dog i would be more than happy to feed Buddy and walk him out but it because of that stupid game that he have been playing for the damn whole day that he cannot feed his dog.. -.-.
anyway i went down to pacify the dog asking him not to keep barking and to wait for him to finish his game and walk his dog out together.
but somehow the dog suddenly started to bark continously.. as such his sis was pissed that why isnt anyone bring the dog out when we should. and i told her i was waiting for billy to come down and bring the dog out. and she commented that we were heartless to treat a dog like that not bringin it out when the dog wanted to go out to pee and shit. zzzz.
how could that be heartless? making such comment really makes me more heartache.. as that isn't even my intention i was just waiting for its owner to come down before we can go for the walk together.
and because of her sis keep on nagging him down.. he end up getting piss and angry with me when i was the one who was piss with him first!
guys really good at twisting things..
of course i got angry too that i really wanted to leave his hse! packed my things ready to leave..
was hoping that he would come out and hoax me then but he didnt! instead he became more angry then i was! ZZZZ. end up it's like i was begging him for this and that.. its really irritating.
i could have really leave him... but my heart is always so softhearted! arrgh.. =(

now still feeling kinda upset.
dunno why i would still think of her time to time.
i really miss those days when she taught me how to do tang yuan and we all did it together..
to realise that the worst thing could have happened to someone is losing someone whom they love.. ='(
i wonder if i could see her again after i leave this world too...