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it's sad and disappointing when ppl just misunderstood ur intention..
did so much for them yet they were not even appreciative and thinks likewise of it..
i just felt kinda terrible when i think about i actually sacrifices not meeting my friends for their sake.
he said his grandma is going back to hometown soon and she actually wants to play mj while his parents is away.. so i had to make a decision to meet my friends or accompany his grandma play mj.. and i end up coming to a decision to accompany his grandma instead since we didnt really get to spend time with her while she was with us.
so then my plans were to play with them for the afternoon.
and while playing he's not even concentrating.. i tolerated and it just got worst.
he end up wanting to end the mj section earlier than i expected just because he wanted to play his game instead.
feeling guilty that i actually sacrifice my friends to spend time with him and his grandma.. of course i would want to make full use of the time playing with his grandma so that i wouldnt feel that i wasted that time for nth?
but he or they jus think likewise.. they thought i was addicted to mj since i'm like insisting to continue playing?

and it was really disappointing that i actually chose to spend time with his grandma and his grandma said things like she also dun want to play even though i told her that i was suppose to go out today but i chose to stay and play mj with them.. making it seems like its all one sided.. cause they are not even appreciating what i have done yet thinking i was actually too addicted to playing mj. =(

and what's worst was that after that matter.. when he mentions abt playing mj again, his grandma just counted me out.. das.

was wondering what wrong have i done to deserve such treatment from them?

guess its jus my fault for making the wrong judgment then..

i'm not trying to blame anyone as i can only blame myself for making that decision then..